FIREWORKS. EXPLOSIONS. Now go blow shit up.

I have to pack today.
I started already. A little bit. I’m doing laundry right now. Then have to pack the clothes. Then have to wait until tonight or something so I can pack up the laptop and whatnot. All the electronical stuff.

There are lots of sirens in the past few days. Stupid Fourth of July people who don’t know how to follow traffic laws.
Or whatever it is they’re doing wrong to get so many sirens goin’.

I’m sick.
My stomach hurts. And I had weird cramp-like things this morning.
It’s very frustrating. And I already figure I ain’t getting much sleep tonight, unless I take a nap this afternoon. Fireworks and all. And we’re allegedly going down to Bay Street to watch them.
I don’t really want to. It’s fireworks. Not like I can’t hear them. And they’re just flashy things. We even HAVE some fireworks what mom bought, so watch those, I’m entertained.
I want to light some. Mom should let me.
Yes, it’s horrible, I don’t get to light fireworks before. But hey, maybe this time…Who knows?

So, uh, yeah.
Today’s gonna be weird. Like, really weird. As in…FREAKING OUT OH MY GOD I’M GONNA DIE.
“I’m gonna throw up, and then I’m gonna die”. If only I remembered what movie that was in. Oh yeah, How the Grinch Stole Christmas. When he has the sleigh thing, remember?
IF YOU DON’T REMEMBER, watch it, it’s a good movie. And it’s Jim Carrey, he’s funny. Ja.

Have you ever wanted to read the bible, just to see what all the hype is about? I mean, everyone either loves it or bashes it. It’s funny, because it’s just a book. It’s a book! It’s all interpretation. It’s all…”revealed” and whatever.  People are always bashing other people’s religion.
Why not just let that stay in each person’s home or church place? It doesn’t need to be in the middle of everything. Religion is a PRIVATE matter. You are allowed to believe whatever you want, but you don’t have to criticize everyone elses’.
I dunno, just, what’s the point, people will believe what they want to believe. And you can’t change that. It doesn’t need to be another part of “dirty laundry”.

Okay bye.

Thursday

Sometimes, I wish I was wittier than I really am. Mainly when I read other witty things people have written.
And I don’t really do that oftenly, so it’s only rarely that I wish to be wittier than I am.

I did get up at a decent time this morning. Well, only because my mom woke me up. See, we’re getting our Dish Network thing today. And I’m getting a box in my bedroom, so that I can have TV in my room. I’m not quite sure why my mom decided to do that, but I’m not gonna complain. Means I can watch Spongebob reruns and whatever shows I want to. Whenever I want to – so long as they’re actually on TV.
But, because I’m getting a box in my room, I not only have to be awake, but my room has to be navigable. Which, it is now for the most part.

OH I FORGOT TO TELL YOU.

Last night, we went and got furniture, ja? So, I have a bed now, and it was so nice to sleep in a real bed, oh my gosh. And I have a desk as well. So, right now, I am sitting at my desk in a desk chair and it is GLORIOUS.
The floor can shove off, I no longer like sitting on the floor.
And I shall not. Because I have a bed. And a desk. And my filing cabinet. And my dresser.

And a bunch of books, without a bookshelf. That part’s not so nice.

I also have my keyboard piano. At the other house, I just had it on a TV tray. We do not have such things at my mom’s house. So for now, it’s on top of my dresser. I believe I should practice at least once before I go to Missouri for two weeks, since I haven’t been able to in like a month.
I figure I can put it on my desk, just have to put the laptop in the under part/over part of the desk. My desk is stupid and hard to explain, but it’s not at a useful size.
Which is quite the drag.

Either way, last night was two hours in a car.
Well, one hour in the car, one hour in the truck.
But still.

Also, driving people who are moving to places and are in their cars right now probably are actually in their cars probably and driving probably.
Cody texted me this morning. He has not died or anything. So that’s a plus, too. I was in a sour mood last night when he wasn’t returning my text messages. There was a slight mis-communication the day before. But, no worries, all is sorted out.

Tomorrow, also, is the Fourth of July.
Ahh, fun holiday, I suppose. Fireworks and parades on TV I think and more fireworks and a BUNCH of crazy people in town.
And when I say “crazy people” I mean people-who-shouldn’t-be-here or people-that-shoudln’t-be-driving.
Most of the time, those are interchangeable.
I almost laughed out loud yesterday. There was a little white sportscarish thing (looked older) with the top down, but the side windows up. First check against it. Second, there were about four or five guys in it (if you’re going to go on vacation with your buddies, that’s great, but do it in a truck or SUV. You do NOT look “cool” or “awesome” if you’re all in a little sports car with the windows rolled up yet the top down).
Final and most important check?
They all had them white sunglasses on.
Kinda like these:

Yeahhhhh….not attractive.
It was quite comical to me, however. Because they end up looking like TOTAL douches.
And that’s funny!

Madness

WOW I’m distracted this morning.
It’s like I have ADD or something. Other than I don’t.

I think, however, I’m in a highly GO-GETTER mood right now, so that probably doesn’t help any.

Also, I’ve got loads I want to do today, and it’s already like noon and I haven’t done any of it. Then again, I only got out of bed at 10. And then took a shower. Then somehow lost and hour and a half already.
I have no idea how.
That’s normally how it works.
Stupid stuff like that, bah.

Okay, so, time management skills.
I have them. Sometimes.
Most of the time, I only have them if I can actually have ONE thing set out, and a list of things to do AFTERWORDS. Not five million things I want to all get done, and they’re all rolling through my head at once.
It’s very frustrating you know.

Bah, see, I’m doing it again. I just remembered I had to do something to my Plurk account, so I switched over to that tab and did that, leaving this post. Because after the Plurk thing, I changed over to my Paint doc. I have up working on (its’s a bunch of color palettes I found, put them in one image, easier to compare that way) and then switched over to my email, ONLY to then remember “oh yeah, I was writing a post”.

I really should work on that someday.

Before I lose anymore sweet time to the interwebs, I bid you farewell.
Until…who knows when.

Tonight I’m getting furniture. Then tomorrow we’re getting TV installed and then I have NO IDEA what’s going on tomorrow afternoon and Saturday. I just know I have to do laundry and pack and all that fun stuff that’s not fun at all.
Bah. Not exciting. I mean, it is, sure, but it’s all too fast. I have to get my furniture tonight, put it all where it needs to be, then get my room clean, so I can get TV in my room tomorrow, and then pack up so I can leave.
It’s like…I finally get everything, and then I’m going away for two weeks.

That’s not how I invisioned this happening, you know?

…is “invisioned” even a word?!?

Hump Day

It’s Wednesday.

And I have GOT to stop starting my sentences with “so, ___” because that gets SO ANNOYING. Least to me. I don’t like it so much. It’s…well, not right.
Very frustrating.
I go to do it all the time and only half the time I stop myself. I need sentence variety!

I think I write in my notebook too much. Well, actually, part of the problem is it’s wide-ruled paper, so there’s less lines on a page. But still. I used up 8 sides of paper yesterday. That’s four pages. In one day. And that’s the daily average. Sometimes I get more than that. Last night I had to stop myself from going more, because I could have, but one, wanted to sleep, and two, don’t want to finish this freaking notebook by next Monday.
Because I could.
Well, possibly.

We’re going out to my dad’s tonight, to get more stuff.
And tomorrow night, we’re going out to get furniture. So I can have a bed. And a desk. Though it’s not all going to fit in the back of my dad’s truck. Well, least ways I don’t think it all will. My bed (which is really big, but comes apart, but still), and my dresser (small dresser, but still) and my desk (that doesn’t come apart). Well, it might fit.  But I don’t know.
And the bookshelf which I may or may not be getting. If I don’t get the bookshelf, I’m going to be very frustrated. Because will have nowhere to put my books, you see.
Oh yeah, and I also have a shelf-thing, too. And the filing cabinet. That’s about…oh, and my desk chair.
Damn I have lotsa big stuff.
Either way, getting more stuff tonight and tomorrow night.

Then it’ll be Friday. And that’s the day we’re getting TV.
And I might have to move where my TV is. Not sure yet. But I’m getting TV in my room (like, channels) and so have to have the TV where the cord-thing can get to it.

Then Saturday, and I’m leaving Sunday morning.

It’s really really close. I have, however, made a list of all the stuff I need/should take. I’m not sure if it’s complete yet or not, though. But it’s a start.

And other than that…I don’t think there’s anything.
If there was, I surely forgot it.
Of course. Because, well, I’m good at forgetting things. Of course. Don’t be silly.

errrr huh? did i miss something?

Screw it. It was all going to get this way eventually, right?
Of course.
SO, why not now, after all?

So, anyway, what else?

Ummm…haven’t done a whole lot today. Just awakeness and random music listening and whatnot.

Might be having a new project workin’ on/going on but not quite sure yet.
Definitely have an idea, though. It is, however, top secret.
Ha ha ha. As in, like, it’s not top secret, I just don’t feel like sharing just yet. Specially when you’ll just laugh at me.

What else?
Ummm…nothing, I think.

Just, stuff. Normal stuff.
I have to get a job eventually. I don’t like that idea very much. Unless it’s a good job. But…it just doesn’t sound very funlike.
Yes, I know, it’s not supposed to be fun.

But if I’m going to get a job, I’d much rather get an actual job than just working at like Safeway or something. Nothing wrong with working at Safeway, but not the kind of thing I really like, either.
And we know this.

ANYWAY.

I’m bored. I have nothing to say.

Bye.

The Long And Winding Road.

Everything is now going to be different.
Havok hates differences.

Unless they are started by Havok. Then that’s different.

But this was not started by Havok. And Havok does not like the shift. For it makes things different…and it shall go the way of everything…slowly fading…away.

That’s how it all works out, you see. There are times when things are there, then one day, POOF, they are not anymore. That is just…how it works. It is sad, and it is slightly depressing, but Havok has gotten used to it.

Though, this time, she hoped it would not happen.
However, a year is a long time, and certainly long enough I suppose.
Some people last longer, some shorter.

So, this is the end, and it’s all going to be different.
The end.
Goodbye.
See you…nevermind, not later. Won’t be seeing you.
That’s how it goes.

Happenstances Are Fun

In sumation, Havok is awesome.

That’s really all you need to know. But if you must know WHY, I shall tell you.
Because, come on, you know you wanna know.

So, I had to go get my permit today, right?
And take the evil permit test.
So we get to the DMV and we’re waiting and waiting and we really only wait for like five minutes, but whatever. So then we go up to the counter and show all the right papers and such.
And then the lady’s all so you’ve taken the test before, I say yes, she asks when, I wanted to say “before sophomore year” but that would have made no sense to her, so I do the math and tell her 2006.
She says oh, it was a while ago then.
So then she’s putting stuff in the computer, and says so you’ve had one before. I say yes. She says well it looks like it expired less than a year ago. I think about it, and say yes.
She then says, oh, well, you can just renew it, don’t need to take the test again.

EPIC.
EPIC.
EPIC.

So, I have my permit.
Without having to take the evil test.

I knew you could renew permits, but I did not know that the renewal time was a year.
SO, needless to say, I’m awesome.

Well, the situation is awesome.
But since it’s MY situation, that makes ME awesome.
Even though I already was.

However, today, it is only like 10:30 in the morning, that’s all I’ve done.
I got more pictures, though, so I can mess with those in Gimp like yesterday.
And maybe ride my bike later, if it’s not too windy. DO YOU KNOW HOW FRUSTRATING THE WIND IS?!?!!? It’s very frustrating.

Other than this…that is all.
I might be back later. I might not.
Who knows.

LOLWIN

So, I made that movie.
I tried it in the Powerpoint thing from OpenOffice, but it didn’t feel right. I barely got like two slides done, but it just didn’t seem like it was going to work out.
So I quit that, and moved over to MovieMaker.

Yes, MovieMaker fails.
But it came with the computer, so, sorry for not having anything else to work with.
It freezes randomly (only did that once, and luckily it had saved everything already, YAY ME).

It’s only a minute and a halfish long. Which is what I was expecting.
It puts the pictures to the right words and all that. Like, you know, dialogue.
And the different LEGOdudes have different colored words. Ja.

So, I used a song for it, too.
And I got the beginning all cued up and faded in and whatnot.
And all the picture/word timings are right and all that.
So I export it.

One typo.
Frustration.
BUT THEN, THE ENDING COMES, AND JUST AS THE CREDITS PART IS COMING UP AND GOING AWAY, the song goes “this is the end” as part of the lyrics and then there is no more song because it fades out and it was EPIC.
So I’m watching it, and I yell “EPIC!!” and my mom’s all “WHAT?!?!” and I say “nothing, nothing” but then go on to say “that was awesome!” Because it was. It was ridiculously awesome. It IS ridiculously awesome.
But then I went back, changed the typo, then rexported it, and rewatched it.

And it still is epic.

It’s horribly cheesy, and ridiculous, and it’s like WOW THAT’S FAKE and it’s just pictures after all.
But it’s epic.

So epic, I’m going to say it’s epic again.

It’s epic.

Busybodies are busy and bodies. WHODATHUNK?

So, today has been filled with pictures.
Of random things. Flowers, little bushes, and car insides.
And then, take them into Gimp and make them prettiful!!

Err, some of them aren’t so pretty, I suppose, but I do like the flower one what I did.
It’s very…flowergoodlike.
I have no idea.

Hey, I’m not talking in the third person, yay my thoughts aren’t in that no more!
YAY.

That’s exciting.

Err, long story.

ANYWAY.

Pictures and picture editing is funstuff.
I don’t have Photoshop, no, but I can do lots of stuff with Gimp, and half of it I’ll never use anyway, so oh well!

Other than this, nothing.

That’s just the way it is, you know? I might play Assassin’s Creed some more. I’m supposed to be starting to write another story, ja. But I’ve been meaning to do that for weeks.
Also, epic LEGO videos/pictures that never got anything done with them.
As in I still have all the photos and everything, just they are still photos and not put together to make anything. Horrible, I know.
But maybe…just maybe…
Bah, who knows, I might actually get stuff done today.
It’d be a miracle. But highly possible.
Err, maybe.

I can’t go ride my bike, cuz it’s too windy. And, well, when it’s so windy you feel like you’re gonna fall over, that’s no fun.
Ah, there’s always tomorrow?
I guess?

I’m off!
Hopefully to actually do something…
OH…FEEL…URGE…TO…OPEN…OPENOFFICE…TO…MAKE…LEGO…MOVIE/SLIDESHOW….

YAY!

I spent multiple hours looking at picutres, and all I got was a frozen Firefox.

Havok feels the need to share these two pictures with you.
They are epic wins.
If you do not agree, well, you have no taste and shouldn’t be on my site to begin with, mmkay?

This is all.
England prevails.