Phone Calls.

Yesterday and Tuesday, that’s for sure.  And Monday as well.  I guess it’s my fault because I initiated them.  But oh well.  That’s not the point.  The point is what happened afterwards.  Tuesday night I had an, um, episode, and it was great fun.  I mean really, great fun!  So, nothing super bad happened, I assure you, just the simple crying at whatever I can, in order to get it all out faster, and then the sitting in bed part, flipping out.  Earlier, I had ripped up a magazine thing and let the ripped up shreds liter my bedroom floor.  It’s actually really cool looking.  I took pictures of it-with my actual camera though.  Anyway, I had the great idea to leave the papers on the floor. So I did.  They’re still there.  Well, some of them.  The rest of them have went to my new project-that I came up with on my own.  I’m making a collage, on the wall, with all the riped up shreds.  It actually looks really cool right now.  Eventually, I want to get at least one whole wall covered, possibly the whole room, but since I’m going to be moving out not really soon, but soon, I don’t wanna cover it ALL and then have to take it all down.  I’m thinking about putting it all on newspaper paper first, and then putting it on the wall-easier to take down and move around, you know.  But I haven’t decided yet. 
Well, that’s my new thing, anyway.

Second new thing is that I’m an artist.  Of course we all knew this already.  But, seriously, I am an artist.  I may not draw or paint or anything like that, but I do have an artistic ability and I like to use it when I can.  Personally, I like it!

Third new thing is that I’m doing a new writing project like thing. Since it will take too long to explain the reason I came up with the idea, I’ll just tell you that it’s a word association thing-like, a word or phrase per sentence and see where it goes.  Kind of cool actually.  My goal is to have a WHOLE page covered.  I got pretty far yesterday-about a third of the way covered.  I couldn’t get very far thought because I was working on it in a class here, and then a class there, and then my arm got sore, and so ya.  =D