Maybe One Day….But Not For A While

Summer vacation.

It is, in a word, awesome.

Might I add, very hott.  Hopefully it doesn’t get too much worse later on, but it probably will.  Oh well.

Maybe you have noticed that I haven’t quite been posting so much on here as I used to.  I try, really, I do.  But, with two other blogs beckoning to me, its rather difficult to keep them all up.  But I manage as best I can.  Actually, I think I’m doing rather well.  Personally, I like posting on the other two more.  Simply because they are new.  I don’t know, I just got sort of bored with this one, wanted to start out again.  So I did.  Twice, actually. =P.  Well, once and then restarted an old project.
Anyway, sorry if you are feeling neglected.
Just nothing super note-worthy lately, other than my new SENIOR-status.
I guess I lie, because there is plenty to post about on the other blog (that has all the secrets on it).  Always something to post about on there.  Actually, I just remembered, there’s something else that needs to be added.  See!  Just, nothing good for here.

Don’t you see?
I’m so all over the place its not even funny.  I got a little here, a little here, some more in another place, and still more somewhere else.
And yet, there’s enough of me to spread around.
No wonder I can’t find someone who fits me perfectly….Nobody else I know spreads around that much.  Christina comes close, yet she’s still not there.  Amanda isn’t even close, but don’t get me started on Amanda.
But, back to what I was saying….So spread out.
Its fun, just hard to have a person who knows ALL.  Nobody knows all.
Because its hard for me to have someone know all.  I don’t want them to hate me for something.   I don’t want  someone to see apart of me and be like “Oh my god, that doesn’t fit”!  Which, most doesn’t fit with each other, which is the hard part.

Maybe one day I’ll fit it all together for someone.
Maybe one day I’ll find someone who will accept all of it.
Maybe one day they’ll like me for most of it.
And maybe one day, well, we’re not going there right now……