I Confuse Myself. You more-so.

Why am I listening to, and singing to!, Avril Lavigne?  Well, actually, I know why – because I wanted to listen to some of the songs in this playlist (which are a bit later on, alphabetical playlists) and I didn’t want to go searching, I just clicked.  But I’m SINGING to it!  I confuse myself sometimes.  They’re good songs, I guess.  But, come one, her new stuff is just, well, poser-ish.  By the way, this is the first CD, whatever it was called.
But now that’s over, so I can move on to more pressing topics….Yay for me!

It’s Saturday!
It’s amazing how I’m more than willing to get out of bed at the unholy hour of 7:45 on a Saturday morning, yet I’ll lay in bed for at least ten, fifteen minutes most other mornings after waking up after 8:30.  Insane.  Well, not really.  It’s cuz I have things I gotta get done in the morning, and want them done as soon as possible.  The rest of my mornings aren’t like that – I just have to get up sometime.
At least I’ve been getting to bed before midnight….So there’s always that.

I had something I wanted to say, that I thought of at some point yesterday, but I can’t remember what it is.
Oh well!

Okay.
Does life get confusing-er, or am I just one confusing person.
Let me explain.
So, we all know about him, right?  Well,  sure you do.  I know you do.  Anyway, I won’t go over that again, because I don’t feel like it.  It’s great and all, sure, but then again, just, I doubt myself, and I doubt the situation, and I don’t know how well it would work out, and all that.
Then there’s him and he’s really cool.  I won’t tell you what we were talking about yesterday, because it’s not really important (but not something I’m going to share – not totally inappropriate, but not the kind of thing you share without someone else’s consent).  But, it was a good conversation.  And then there’s always the little things in it that are important, which I won’t talk about here either, simply because they’re private things.
Then of course, there’s this one that’s been around for a while, but nothing will ever come of that, I’m pretty sure.  It’s still a nice thought, though.
So anyway…!
I was talking to him last night, and I tend to remember things that are said in conversations long after the conversation is over.  Well, I don’t know, just he’s cool and stuff, and you would think so too if you were me.  I don’t like entertaining 100% outlandish ideas, and I don’t think these are 100% outlandish, that’s the thing.  You just never know, and the way things are being talked about, it’s not a total possibility, but one that may or not happen.
It’s weird, though.  It really is.
And y’all are probably totally confused right now.  But I didn’t want to go into specifics, or name-names, because I don’t want to.  Not like they read this, I think.  But still, I just don’t feel like sharing, in case someone DOES read it, you see.  And me, I don’t like pissing anyone off that I’m friends with…..Because I’m just nice that way.

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