I Need…..I Need. I Just Need A Friend, Damnit.
I flipped out in Language Arts class today.
It was great.
NOT.
I just got angry all of a sudden. Like I do, which you know about.
I was scribbling in my notebook.
Casey asked me to stop.
So I did.
But I couldn’t sit there and do nothing.
So I got up to leave, taking my notebook with me. Just to sit in the hall and scribble. Well, almost to the door, I throw the notebook to the wall, and then somehow I think I almost was falling down, yet not, and screamed motherfuckingbloodymurder.
Then I left and went to the office.
That was my thing this morning.
Language Arts class.
Ya, that was my morning.
I talked to Mr. Chambers for like an hour almost.
He said he was gonna call my mom.
I don’t know if he did today or not, we’ll see when she gets home.
I am tired.
I played Sonic Heroes last night.
I got through that one place where I was stuck…..I feel like an idiot for not figure it out.
Oh, and I did it ON MY OWN, no GameFAQs, I swear on my life.
I looked for one, sure, but the one I clicked on when by stages, and I didn’t want that, I wanted levels, so I said screw it and left the site.
So HA!
I have no social life.
At school, there is like NOBODY.
I knew that, but now I really actually KNOW it.
It hurts on the inside.
And then all my friends live far far away, and we’re only friends on the internet. And I can’t be on the internet all the time, and they can’t be either……
Social life?
Ya I have none.
I need a nap.
But I’m gonna play Sonic Heroes later.
Pretty sure I am gonna do that.
Then SLEEP…..
3 Responses to “I Need…..I Need. I Just Need A Friend, Damnit.”
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Life sucks. If you want it to be better, make it better. It’s probably not gonna do it on it’s own.
Carrots, and somtimes Cookies - September 17, 2008 at 17:09
I was very angry when I was a teenager. I was very lonely too. I didn’t have a lot of friends. I’m glad that part of my life is over. I wish I knew something that would help me, but just know I understand your pain.
syinly - September 18, 2008 at 13:09
Carrots: Life doesn’t suck. Not at all. Just some situations in it do. And I am trying to make it better (well, once I get going on this counseling thing (more on that later))….
Syinly: There isn’t really anything, that I can think of, that would help, other than talking about (that’s what Chambers said).
Creating Havok 24/7 - September 18, 2008 at 15:09