thoughts. bad thoughts. or not so bad thoughts. either way.

For some reason, I just remembered something Falcon told me once.
Well, he told me and other people, I think.  At the same time, I mean. I can’t remember exactly when this was, or why, or anything, other than what he said.

He said that if I ever wasn’t with him – as in him and I were to break up – I’d end up in an abusive relationship.

I don’t remember why he said it, like I said.
Or even when.
OR WHERE!!

I just remember that he said it.

It’s kind of…..an odd thing.
At the time I figured it to be true.
And it was.
Yes.

But, yet, the relationship with him was abusive, so, really, it makes no sense.
Sure he meant physically, but whatever.
His was emotional, and mental.  He didn’t mean it, I know it.  He still did it, though.
And that is why he left. One of the reasons.
He had a few.

ANYWAY.
Enough of that.

Abusive relationships.
ABUSE.
I have none.
I think.
I think.
Self-abuse is not abuse, so that doesn’t count.

Abusive relationships……
Sometimes….I think…..I think that……..
I wouldn’t mind….?
Honestly, I shouldn’t be talking about this….Really.  I shouldn’t.
Nope.
thoughts that aren’t complete in my head should never come out as half complete on here, to be completed.
NO.
NOT ALLOWED.

Because…because….NAOW….you know.